My saifullah

Hari isnin yg lepas 24.12.12 aku cuti sbb mak balik sg besar dan tiada orang nak jaga farzana. Tapi daddy kerja sebab ni bulan pertama dia keje dan kalau nak cuti kena potong gaji. Boleh dikatakan hari yg hectic sbb adik meragam xboleh nak tidur

Masa daddy sampai rumah petang tu, saiful : daddy ni buat la sendiri.mak penat tau buang sampah, sapu sampah, basuh baju, masak..
Mak n daddy terkedu..muka daddy berubah..haha mesti xsangka si abang cakap mcm tu..tp mmg aku penat sgt hari tu..xsempat lunch..mkn nugget je ngan saiful

Esok bgn pagi, daddy dah masak breakfast..simple but ok la utk org yg xpernah tolong mummy masak..daddy goreng nugget dan masak mee goreng..dah siap basuh kain dan keringkan sekali..mode happy dapat pembantu rumah baru dryer machine electrolux

Breastfeeding journey 2

My pumping buddy. Cooling bag warna fuschia tu nampak macam spacious kan tapi kecil compare to mom's little one.nanti aku letak gambar bila2.

My collection from Aisy Butik Muslimah

Aisy enamour blue fuschia
Aisy freesia grey pink
Aisy freesia exclusive pink purple
Aisy amour green blue
Aisy peplum purple
Aisy hijashe pink purple

Breastfeeding journey 1

Jam 4.00 pagi.aku bangun susukan farzana plus pump another B. Farzana so irritable yesterday as her brother and sister keep disturbing her when she want fall asleep..haha bila tido xnyenyak dan tergannggu, mommy la jadi mangsa..sampai xsempat nak masak untuk lunch..tapi sempat goreng nasi cendawan pagi semalam dan makan tengahari..then minum nescafe 3 in 1 tambah esp.patutla susu melimpah ruah agaknya..alhamdulillah..believe it or not? Untuk farzana aku kena ambil supplemen sebab aging process, badan dah xlarat..ceh aku dah 29 yo..aku berazam untuk breastfeeding sehingga farzana 2 tahun..in shaa allah.if there is a will, there is a way..aku baru ambil supplemen shaklee tapi hanya ambil alfafa dan esp je..vit c, bco, iron memang aku tak ambil sebab xlalu makan  dan aku dapat side effectnya..giddiness, nausea and even worst aku muntah..masa mengandung pun aku tak makan langsung unless masa dah dekat bersalin dalam 34weeks tu, my Hb drop to 9.2g/dl.haha some more i'm telling the SN at clinic that i took all the haematinics..haha obimin pun akun xboleh makan..iberet terpaksa makan sebab nak maintain hb above 10 for el lscs on 27.8.2012..just 1 week after raya..tadaa..this is my littke girl call Farzana Radhiyyah

Colour block theme

Aku dah beli handbag baru..pink+blue+black
Juga wrislet baru colour violet purple
I like!!!!

semua bermula daripada kejayaan-kejayaan kecil

The world is filled with millions of smaller scale success stories.

You see, while most of the working-class sees starting a business as a great risk, the financially successful see working 9 to 5 for someone else as much more risky.

Working for someone else means you aren't in control of what happens. You’re at the mercy of your boss. But even more limiting is how much you can make.

Strive for success...start at the right time and right place..while you are 20's..when you reach 30's, make sure we already set the goal and make the process and plan for financial freedom going smooth and steady..when we reach 40's, we will get financial freedom and the same time we contribute our energy, money, time for ummah and young generation..

Artikel Pilihan: KESAN FIKIRAN NEGATIF
Oleh: Irfan Khairi
Kita sedia maklum bahawa untuk berjaya perlu berfikir positif. Sehingga bagaikan satu cliché sering disebut oleh pakar-pakar motivasi bila berceramah. Namun, berfikir positif setiap masa bukannya perkara yang mudah.
Berfikir negatif ada tempatnya juga, bukan setiap masa perasaan berfikir negatif seperti marah, sedih, cemburu, duka, bengang dan seumpama dengannya tidak akan terlintas dalam diri kita. Sebagai manusia, pastinya kita akan merasa juga perasaan-perasaan ini.

Apa yang penting adalah untuk kita menyedarinya dan dengan pantas, alihkan fikiran tersebut supaya fikiran negatif tidak memakan diri kita sendiri. Dengan menyedari dan mengetahui apakah kesan-kesan negatif yang akan terjadi pada diri kita, ia merupakan langkah awal untuk kita alihkan tumpuan kepada perkara yang lebih positif.
Negatif terhadap diri
Negatif terhadap diri sering dikaitkan dengan perasaan tidak yakin dengan diri sendiri. Kita akan sering melihat orang lain lebih berilmu, lebih berpengalaman dan lebih bagus dari kita, dan sering memperlekehkan kupayaan diri kita sendiri.

Kelemahan utama diri kita sebenarnya bermula dalam minda. Sekiranya minda sudah mengalah pada awalnya, maka, sebelum mengambil apa jua tindakan, badan kita sudah tidak bertenaga kerana tidak yakin dengan apa yang kita boleh lakukan.

Untuk mengubah kejayaan kita, kita perlu mengubah aksi diri kita dan aksi diri kita bermula dengan minda kita supaya tidak berfikir negatif!

Negatif terhadap orang lainTidak cukup dengan negatif pada diri sendiri, sesetengah kita sering memandang negatif terhadap orang lain. Mungkin perasaan buruk sangka, iri hati atau atau tidak puas hati dengan kejayaan yang dicapai oleh orang lain.

Apa yang akan terjadi adalah secara tak sedar, kita akan kaitkan "kejayaan" dengan perkara-negatif oleh kerana itu yang telah dikaitkan pada orang lain. Ertinya, minda kita akan rasa sekiranya kita mencapai kejayaan, orang lain akan buruk sangka pada kita, iri hati dan tidak berpuas hati- dan ini akan menghampakan diri kita untuk mencapai kejayaan sendiri.

Pastinya dengan perasaan sebegini secara tak sedar, kita juga tidak 'mahu' untuk capai kejayaan dan sering menyalahkan orang lain!

pencil and eraser

• dialog antara pensil dan pemadam diikuti pengajarannya.
  
  Pencil: I'm sorry !
  Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
  
  ... Pencil: I'm sorry because you get hurt because of me.
  
  Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it.
  
  But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself.
  
  You get smaller and smaller each time.
  
  Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this.
  
  I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong.
  
  Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one,
  
  I'm actually happy with my job.
  
  So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.
  
  __________________________________________________
  
  I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational.
  
  Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil.
  
  They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes.
  
  Sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller / older, and eventually pass on.
  
  Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse),
  
  but parents are still happy with what they do for their children,
  
  and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.
  
  All my life, I've been the pencil.
  
  And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day.
  
  For I know that one day,
  
  all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have.
  
  ____________
  We never know the love of our parents for us until we have became parents

-ust zaharudin-
zaharuddin.net

My little girl

Alhamdulillah semalam temujanji di Klinik O&G Hospital Putrajaya berjalan lancar dan aku telah berjumpa dengan Dr Hamidah. Pakar yang baik dan menenangkan hatiku sebagai ibu mengandung.
Buat pertama kalinya scan nampak jantina bayi. Alhamdulillah girl again. Semoga Allah mudahkan urusan aku bersalin. Admit ward on 28 Ogos 2012 dan insyaallah ELLSCS on 29 Ogos 2012. Indication for LSCS: previous hx of 3rd degree tear and patient refused for SVD. Pasti aku tidak mahu mengulangi trauma yang berlaku dahulu. Cukuplah aku merasa pengalaman SVD with 3rd degree 3C with PPH. 2 bulan pun sakit tak hilang lagi. Aku diberi 3 antibiotik memandangkan wound healing sangat lambat, daily sitz bath dengan Zara dead sea salt. Aku ni siap dirujuk kepada psychiatrist for adjustment disorder. Hish, aku bukan depress ke ape cuma sgt kecewa dan tiada apa yang boleh dibantu sebab kecederaan itu sudah berlaku. Negligence sebab aku dibiarkan hypovolaemic shock with BP 75/38mmHg, HR 135-145. Pending collapse je. Multiple episode of black out on bed. Siap ada staff nurse ni put my baby cot beside my bed and say, " Dr u kena kuat semangat utk jaga baby". It's not about semangat, the truth is i'm in hupovolaemic state without IV drip and SN keep asking me to eat. Dxt aku 5.6.. Sure bukan hypoglycaemia.. How bad their management.. About 5 hours aku in shick dari stage I ke stage ke II( when BO start drop), no dr coming to see me. If i'm HO incharge i will run and call my MO and di necessary things eg early fluid resuscitation. Very bad experience. Mimpi ngeri.
Ya Allah aku berdoa semoga dipermudahkan urusan bersalin ku. Dijauhkan dari hasad dengki, sihir dan gangguan makhluk halus yang jahat. Semoga my little girl and me selamat.

50 reasons to be glad you're pregnant

 

Last reviewed: January 2012

We all have moments when we think, 'Never again!' during pregnancy. Perhaps morning sickness is making you miserable or you're 10 days overdue with not even a hint of a contraction. To remind you that being pregnant can be fun, we've rounded up some of the nice things about being an expecting mum.

1 Relishing the early weeks when only you and your husband knew your special secret.

2 Knowing you've got nine whole months to plan, dream and fantasise.

3 Choosing maternity clothes. They've never been more practical or more sexy.

4 Now you've got the perfect excuse to pamper yourself. Spend time in a scented bath, enjoy a massage or rub soothing lotions into your growing bump.

5 Maternity leave when you will have two whole months (or three months if you work for the government) to enjoy your baby.

6 You can join an antenatal class and find a whole new bunch of friends. Don't forget our online community. It's another great way to meet people due at the same time as you.

7 For once in your life you need to get heavier. Pregnancy is Nature's way of making you feel good about putting on weight.

8 If this is your first baby, enjoy the next nine months sleeping late on weekends. You won't get many chances later on.

9 At last you've got the bosom you've always wanted, which means you also have...

10...a great excuse to buy lots of pretty new bras.

11 Finally, you can ask people to get off their seats for you in the LRT, train or bus.

12 At last you'll have something more than pot plants and cats to care for and nurture!

13 Suddenly you'll find you're getting lots of extra attention from parents, aunts and uncles, not to mention your husband.

14 You may find you develop a closer relationship with sisters, cousins or friends who are parents themselves. Congratulations, you've just won free admission to the parents' club!

15 Telling your mum, dad, sister, brother, aunt and seventh auntie twice removed, the good news and watching their faces light up.

16 New talents! Whether it's folding reusable nappies or assembling a flat-pack cot, you'll suddenly find yourself trying out all sorts of new skills.

17 Suddenly you'll feel a new appreciation for your own mother and all she went through having you.

18 Decorating the baby room.

19 Feeling those first fluttering kicks and thinking, "Is that what I think it is? Or is it just wind?"

20 Feeling just fine about sending your husband out for satay followed by double-choc chip ice cream and cendol.

21 Your parents digging out your old cot or pram, which they've kept safely all this time "just in case".

22 Going for healthy walks with your husband and getting fresh air in your lungs because it's good for you and good for your baby.

23 Enjoying the extra-vivid dreams you get in late pregnancy - and laughing about them with your friends.

24 Feeling a little pair of heels prodding under your diaphragm and knowing you'll soon be meeting the little person they belong to!

25 Choosing baby clothes and planning what you're going to buy.

26 Writing a pregnancy diary for your baby to read in the future.

27 Getting someone to take photos of you smiling over your enormous bump so that, one day, you can look back and be amazed you were ever that size.

28 Finding out how many people there are out there ready to care for you: grandma, grandpa, mum and dad, great grandaunt Bibi who used to scold you for playing masak-masak with her good teacups, doctors, nurses, breastfeeding counsellors...

29 Lying in bed with your husband's arms around you and your bump, knowing that love has created a new life.

30 Enjoying indulgences, such as evenings out, weekends away and anything else you might not be able to do so easily once the baby arrives.

31 Knowing that from now on, whatever happens, you'll never be bored again.

32 Making new friends whenever you go shopping. Everyone has a pregnancy story to share!

33 You can spend whole evenings debating baby names, but don't forget to try our BabyCenter baby namer and top Malaysian names lists if you get stuck!

34 Imagining what he or she will look like. Your sweet little ears, of course, and his sexy eyes!

35 Dreaming about, "My daughter the prime minister/pop star/brain surgeon."

36 Looking at your growing bump in the mirror and realising there's a person in there!

37 Making out a squirmy outline on the ultrasound monitor. Asking for the pic to take home and pinning it up next to your work station, or just keeping it in your bag to sneak looks at.

38 The expression on your husband's face as he sees the test strip turn blue, looks at your growing bump or feels the baby kicking.

39 Buying that first little cuddly toy for your baby, not somebody else's.

40 Making that phone call to your husband to tell him that - we're off! - labour has started.

41 Trying out all those exercises you learned at antenatal class and finding out that they actually work!

42 Being held and supported throughout a contraction by your husband or labour partner and knowing that you can trust them totally.

43 Finding out, as the contractions get tough, that your repertoire of swear words (in several languages!) is far more extensive than you ever realised!

44 Making an informed choice about pain relief and finding that it's right for you at that stage in labour.

45 That huge rush of pleasure and relief when, suddenly, all the pain and effort stops.

46 Looking into your newborn's eyes and falling utterly in love.

47 Hearing your husband tell his colleagues, the cleaning lady, delivery man and anyone else he can find because his joy and pride are overwhelming.

48 Celebrating! Whatever the time of day or night.

49 Making all those phone calls to announce the arrival. Telling everyone the news and hearing the excitement in their voices.

50 Waking up to see your baby sleeping next to you and thinking, 'Wow! This is real. I'm a mum!'


What are the things that have made being pregnant wonderful for you? Share it with other mums- and dads-to-be in our Pregnancy forum today!

Kecelaruan emosi ibu mengandung

Marilah kita mengingati Allah kerana hanya dengan mengingati Allah jiwa menjadi tenang. Bukan diluahkan rasa ini kepada manusia kerana manusia bisa hipokrit. Ibarat masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. Tetapi jika mengadu pada Sang Pencipta Yang Maha Esa, pasti luka di hati akan terubat. Jangan dikenang kesalahan manusia kepada kita tetapi ingatlah kesalahan kita kepada manusia dan Allah. Tiada manusia sempurna di sunia ini. Dunia hanya persinggahan, akhirat kekal abadi. Hargailah pasanganmu selagi umur dikandung badan. Entah esok lusa nyawa kita ditarik malaikat maut, di manakah kita? Ya Allah aku hambaMu yang lalai. Kembalikan dan tetapkan aku di jalanmu. Beri kejuatan kepadaku untuk meneruskan kandungan ini. Jadikanlah aku insan yang redha dengan penderitaan ibu mengandung. Semiga Kau pelihara srikandi di dalam rahimku ini untuk berbakti kepada agamaMU..

Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara

Alahamdulillah setelah seminggu bertarung dengan AGE dan demam, aku semakin sihat. Walaupun percutian di Colmar Tropicale itu telah di 'spoil'kan oleh mummy yang demam dan ciritbirit dan memendekkan cuti, hati masih bersyukur kerana dapat menggembirakan my little Saifullah dan Aliah. Saiful dan Aliah seronok melawat ke rabbit farm..Abang dah berani bagi rabbit makan tapi adik takut2 menyorok di belakang daddy.
Sungguh menduga unian kesakita. Ini. Betapa sakit menjadi pesakit. Apabila dah tak dapat menahan lagi penderitaan itu, mummy pun ke HPJ untuk mendapatkan IV drip dan perilsa FBC dan BUSE serta UFEME. Vital sign : slightly tachycardic 125 beats/ min dan T 38.4. Urine ketone 2+ with potasium 2.9. TWC masih normal 10.9. Selepas 2 pints normal saline, HR dah turun below 100 dan aku dibenarkan discaj. Alhamdulillah semakin sihat walaupun kesannya turun 2 kg. aku mencari- cari supplemen yang boleh bantu aku menambahkan tenaga supaya aku tabah menghadapi 3rd trimester ini dengan sabar dan tabah.

Hidup ini hanya persinggahan

Minggu yang menduga. Betapa AGE boleh menumbangkan aku.Kelemahan atas kelemahan. Si suami hanya bisa memdengar, melihat dan membebel menambahkan beban di bahu. Aku demam dan diikuti anak-anak. Si suami nun jauh kelantan kubang kerian dan hanya memberi 'order' dari jauh yang kadang-kadang aku tak mampu pun ank ikut order dia. Inikah harga membuat Master untuk aku dan anak-anak? Aku letih, penat, kadang-kadang rasa hati ini memberontak betapa si suami mementingkan diri dan bersenang lenang di sana memegang status 'bujang' dan memaksa aku yang bersusah- payah di sini untuk memohon Master Programme seperti dia. Dalam hati ini tiada ruang untuk sambung belajar lagi. Cukup-cukuplah beban yang sudah terpikul ini.. Aku ibarat superwoman yang menjaga runahtangga sedangkan si suami balik dua minggu sekali ibarat auditor yang komen rumah bersepah, itu tak ada, ini xlengkap, itu xpatut. Akhirnya hanya aku yang sudah 29th weeks pregnant inilah yang masih ke alamanda mencukupkan keperluan anak-anak..

Peminat Maher Zain

Aliah n saifullah yang berkawan baik semasa melayan video maher zain insyaallah.. Dr bahasa melayu, english, arabic, turkey..semua bahasa mereka suka..